Good riddance, you sucked.
Were there good moments in 2013?
Our trip to Disneyland was unbelievably awesome.
That was in February. It’s all been downhill since then.
I remember feeling so very lucky when I was pregnant. I remember how PH trawled three supermarkets to find the fixings to a chicken club wrap when I was craving them. I felt so lucky that I had such a great husband, that I was pregnant with my second child, that I had been voted Employee of the Year, that I had gotten a trip to Disneyland.
I didn’t take it for granted.
I felt blessed.
Then it all fell apart.
I lost the pregnancy, and then I lost my husband to depression – hopefully temporarily.
I lost my patience with Owl.
I lost my interest in my job.
I lost the energy to train dogs.
I lost the will to care.
I lost hope in conceiving again.
I’m just lost.
Although I did gain ONE thing – weight!
So I kept my resolution.
I’m hoping that passing an arbitrary point around the sun will somehow turn the luck around.
Please give me my life back.